Site of Lif

Exhibition
How is aliveness built, sustained, and experienced? The project and installation Site of Life are an autotheoretical exploration that translates the experience of nature into an artificial yet immersive space. Using elements of stage construction—light, cables, and trusses—it poetically reinterprets technical materials. Fans set fabric into motion, gifting the space breath, while a topographic map of the cables traces imagined landscapes—personal paths made accessible to others.
Inspired by time in the South Korean mountains, where I felt inseparably woven into life itself, this installation invites stillness and movement alike. Readings from my short stories Erinnerung an mein Leben dem Himmel nah (Memories of my life close to the sky) expanded on these themes, exploring how we create spaces—physical and emotional—where the feeling of aliveness unfolds.
Echoing the cyclical nature of creation, the fabric used in Site of Life was later repurposed—shared with a designer friend and incorporated into my exhibition outfit, reinforcing the idea that what is built and experienced continues to transform. January 2025. Bielefeld, Germany.


Unord

Exhibition 
The group exhibition Unord presented nine artistic positions, spanning photography, spatial objects, and multimedia installations. Exploring themes of space, order, and disruption, the works invite reflection on shifting structures and perceptions. 
A supporting program fostered dialogue between art and society, featuring a guided tour with philosopher Hannah Wallenfels on speculative practices and a talk with author Zaia Alexander on home and literary “non-places.”
Artists: Annette Brückner, Philip Fröhlich, Leonie Lisette Göttling, Andreas Jon Grote, Johannes Hüffmeier, Christian Kieselbach, Rebecca Schneider-Reuter, Jana Sehnert, Leif Stohlmann. 30.10.2024-26.11.2024. Bielefeld, Germany,
Blueprint

Exhibition
Blueprint is a collective exploration of form, space, and digital possibilities. This group exhibition featured interactive projects, video and sculptural objects, the exhibition served as a site of experimentation—where ideas take shape and expand.
My contribution explores the tension between restriction and expansion, using PU foam to visualize the struggle against containment. Some forms appear restrained while pushing beyond their confines, spilling out, resisting control. The objects reflect a deeper impulse—to break free from societal constraints, from the numbness we adapt to. In a world that often dictates boundaries, these objects embody the desire to unfold freely and to reclaim space. 2024. Bielefeld, Germany.
Der Klang des Sandsturms erreicht die unteren Gräser und gleichzeitig flattert mein Herz

Photography
The images in this series tell the story of fleeting moments on a sand dune. The scenes follow a person lying on the earth, intertwined with the sand and the surrounding shrubs. 
The work evokes a sense of quiet introspection, mirroring the themes of longing for connection found in the poem 명사산 추억 (Myeongsa-san Memory) by Na Tae-ju—a place where the sound of a sandstorm stirs both the environment and the heart.
Much like the poem's metaphor of the sandstorm, the work explores the tension between yearning for what is lost and the simultaneous desire for renewal. 2023. Bielefeld, Germany.
Bach Sehen

Concert – Direction
During this visual concert performance a fusion of video and light art brought Johann Sebastian Bach’s Cello Suites 1–6 to life, performed by Sigurd Müller on his 1680 cello. As part of this project, I directed rehearsals and the live concert, shaping the interplay between music and visuals. Twelve students (myself included) created projections that responded to the music, blending digital aesthetics with the timeless resonance of Bach’s compositions. Through careful direction, the performance became an immersive experience—where sound and image moved in harmony, enhancing the depth of each suite. 2023. Bielefeld, Germany.
Monologue


Netnographic Shortfilm
Monologue
is a personal confrontation with the climate crisis, my own privilege, and ‘apocalypse fatigue’, the exhaustion coming from having to make endless moral decisions that seemingly have no impact, common amongst Gen Z. 
While searching for climate-related videos, I observed how they rely on spectacle—dramatic imagery, the myth of human dominance over nature—rather than offering concrete solutions. These narratives erase systemic inequalities and reinforce a colonial perspective that upholds white, Western agency while sidelining those most affected by the crisis.
This critique led to my Bachelor's thesis, Klimavideos in der Krise (Climate videos in crisis, 2022), where I examined YouTube climate videos through a media-analytical and anti-racist lens. The research exposed how those in positions of power miss the opportunity to inform responsibly, instead reproducing racial and social inequalities that dictate whose future is worth protecting. 2020. Mainz, Germany.






















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“01    i live on you while i live for me

for my little world

my pain my tears my laughs and eventual

joy

it's all there in my little life

and i had to learn to love it

to take care of it

to take care of me

and i've gotten better at it you see and

what kept me going

was the future

i want to pursue my dreams

i want to travel to greece

and italy


and hungary 

i want to paint all the

paintings in my head

i want to meet new people and my love

and i want to open an art gallery and i

want to celebrate with my close ones and

i want to go out to eat and drink wine

i want to be happy

and do the things i love for me

and it was a long way to get here

wanting to take care of me

and i don't want anyone to get in my way

of that

is that too much to ask for

02     but here you are earth

screaming at me

wanting my attention

wanting me to mother you

tell me why are you burning why are you

melting why do your parts dry out why are

you letting rain and snow storms loose

don't you think i am hurting too

don't you think

my parts need healing too

attention

don't you think i would care for more

than me if that was how our society was

built

don't you think i would try to get

involved in my community

if i wouldn't feel so disconnected to

everybody in it

they hurt me you know

do you really want me to team up with

people who don't get me

i don't

i don't even want to be a part of this

society

they don't feel like changing

and it makes me want to scream

don't you think i would do more if i

would feel like i was given the

opportunity to

it's not like they make it easy for me

to help you it's not like you make it

easy i just want to live my life and do

my things i don't accept that i have to

take responsibility for something i did

not do

why are you punishing me for things i

have no control over can't you see that

sacrificing my own peace for you

or anybody is asking too much from me

i don't feel like change

and can't you see that i feel rushed

into something i am not ready for

can't you see that things are going too

fast for me to adjust

is it unfair towards you

yeah

but isn't everything

this you say is hypocrisy

because i need you

so could you just hold on a bit longer

03    earth

i know i've been ignorant

and i am confused

i don't know how it could come this far

that i feel so disconnected from what is

keeping me alive

because i know what it feels like to

ache for attention not being

able to do everything on your own

healing the parts that someone else

has hurt

maybe your efforts will pay off

maybe

someone will listen

i want to be timeless with you

because you are my joy

from the walks that i take

to the air that i breathe

from the places that i see

and the paintings that i paint

from the love that i feel

and the tears that i cry

and i want to lay down

look at the flowers

the dew on the stalks

the wind in the trees

the warmth of the sun

my cheek on your cheek

maybe your efforts will pay off

maybe my little world and yours can get

together sometime

maybe they can co-exist in a way that's



so could you just hold on a bit longer”


































































































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