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“01 i live on you while i live for me
for my little world
my pain my tears my laughs and eventual
joy
it's all there in my little life
and i had to learn to love it
to take care of it
to take care of me
and i've gotten better at it you see and
what kept me going
was the future
i want to pursue my dreams
i want to travel to greece
and italy
and hungary
i want to paint all the
paintings in my head
i want to meet new people and my love
and i want to open an art gallery and i
want to celebrate with my close ones and
i want to go out to eat and drink wine
i want to be happy
and do the things i love for me
and it was a long way to get here
wanting to take care of me
and i don't want anyone to get in my way
of that
is that too much to ask for
02 but here you are earth
screaming at me wanting my attention
wanting me to mother you tell me why are
you burning why are you melting why do
your parts dry out why are you letting
rain and snow storms loose don't you
think i am hurting too don't you think
my parts need healing too
attention
don't you think i would care for more
than me if that was how our society was
built
don't you think i would try to get
involved in my community
if i wouldn't feel so disconnected to
everybody in it
they hurt me you know
do you really want me to team up with
people who don't get me
i don't
i don't even want to be a part of this
society
they don't feel like changing
and it makes me want to scream
don't you think i would do more if i
would feel like i was given the
opportunity to
it's not like they make it easy for me
to help you it's not like you make it
easy i just want to live my life and do
my things i don't accept that i have to
take responsibility for something i did
not do
why are you punishing me for things i
have no control over can't you see that
sacrificing my own peace for you
or anybody is asking too much from me
i don't feel like change
and can't you see that i feel rushed
into something i am not ready for
can't you see that things are going too
fast for me to adjust
is it unfair towards you
yeah
but isn't everything
this you say is hypocrisy
because i need you
so could you just hold on a bit longer
03 earth
i know i've been ignorant
and i am confused
i don't know how it could come this far
that i feel so disconnected from what is
keeping me alive
because i know what it feels like to
ache for attention not being
able to do everything on your own
healing the parts that someone else
has hurt
maybe your efforts will pay off
maybe
someone will listen
i want to be timeless with you
because you are my
joy from the walks that i take
to the air that i breathe
from the places that i see
and the paintings that i paint
from the love that i feel
and the tears that i cry
and i want to lay down
look at the flowers
the dew on the stalks
the wind in the trees
the warmth of the sun
my cheek on your cheek
maybe your efforts will pay off
maybe my little world and yours can get
together sometime
maybe they can co-exist in a way that's
so could you just hold on a bit longer”